Yesterday
I did my very first
Rumi Oracle Reading...
using the simple 2 card draw
the first card (orange) is my situation/present moment strength,
the second card (green) is what to know or do for the future.
I thought it was interesting
because I have been very joyful lately
after reading the book "The Untethered Soul".
Even my knitting friends have noticed my increased joy.
The second card... what to know or do for the future,
was also apropos because
I am in therapy trying to leave a very dark past behind me
and turn my face to the sun and light and joy
in the few remaining years I have left
on this planet.
Today, I decided to do a one card draw
and meditate on it during my morning walk.
I shuffled the deck a good deal
and was about to quit shuffling when
one card jumped/popped out,
so I drew IT.
It was the SAME green card from yesterday...again!
Two days in a row.
"After despair, many hopes flourish.
just as after darkness,
thousands of suns open and
START TO SHINE."
God knows I've had enough darkness and despair in my life!
But, after some therapy,
I feel that I am turning a page
on a very dark chapter
in the story of my life
and FINALLY beginning a new chapter
where my hopes can flourish
(no more nightmares, flashbacks, numbing)
and my face can feel the warmth and light of the sun again.
During my morning walk,
a double (partial) rainbow appeared...
also a sign of hope to me!